You are surprisingly idealistic. Even more so than you thought. It’s a good thing! You’re not the mushy type. Never have been. In fact, you’d ordinarily choose having a root canal minus the Novocain over discussing your feelings — especially when those emotions are as close to the surface and as readily accessible as yours happen to be at the moment — which doesn’t mean you should shut them down. Just choose your confidantes carefully.
Emotional intensity can be uncomfortable; holding back may be a mistake. For the next few days, your main quest will be to decide what to do about a certain someone — someone who seems to be putting just as much time, energy and thought into what to do about you. None of this will be visible to anyone who’s not really looking, however. It’s all going to be very clandestine. But anyone who knows and loves you will see what’s going on, and will probably be quite delighted for you.